my whole goddamn entry just got erased and i had quite a rant going but ill just have to shorten it up since i have no desire what-so-ever to re-write all of it. i yelled at ryan, he apologized and tried to do something nice. he had 3 days off and didnt lift a figer so i had to yell at him again. nothing about him is enjoyably anymore; company, sex, anything. i have more fun at school than i do with him. i just dont know how im going to get out of this one, i really dont... i wonder if that roommate thing works, but again, its a one bedroom apartment. damn it. whose got some advice????